My vision is blurred by the scratches on my lens, but I can still see well enough to know that the heat from the sun is cooking me alive. I can feel it on my flesh, searing me from the inside out, like a microwave stuck on perpetual loop. I can feel the contents of my guts bubbling and boiling within my middle. I can feel my muscles tightening as they sizzle like slabs of bacon beneath the sun....
1) Its the end of the semester, and I have decided for the start of the fall/summer semester, I’m going to rid my Facebook account of people I cannot stand to hear from any longer. 2) I have recently fallen deeply in love with the city of Vancouver, BC and wish very much so to visit it.
I’m losing sleep, I’m losing friends, I’ve got a love/hate...– I’m seeing Touche Amore tomorrow and could not be more excited.
I think I've decided
that one of my future tattoos is going to be a picture of my grandfather from when he was in the navy on my inner arm. Now it just has to get in priority line behind the 6 other pieces I want, ughh. This poor college student thing is not working out.
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2010-4-25) →
Touche Amore (42) New Found Glory (29) Heathen (27) Conor Oberst (21) Green Day (16) Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz
Oh a good throwback does wonders after an...
I can find myself in the curve of your back. I can trace my presence in your life in the pupils of your eyes. I can lose myself in your spine, floating with the gentle ebb of your breath. I can find where I belong in the space between your fingers.
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2010-4-18) →
New Found Glory (31) My Heart To Joy (26) Snowing (20) Woods (15) Black Flag (15) Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz
I feel like I haven’t touched my skateboard in a really long time. Or my notebook. Or my book. My life has been dedicated to the internet and board games. I think I need to get outside.
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2010-4-11) →
Set Your Goals (10) blink-182 (9) Crime in Stereo (8) Seasick (3) Bob Dylan (3) Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz
I will never be good enough for you.
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2010-4-4) →
Blacklisted (92) Brand New (61) Bon Iver (24) Passion Pit (17) Refused (12) Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz
Rough Draft #3
Its midnight and I am alone in a stadium, the first time I have ever sat in these benches. It is comforting to be along in a place that is normally so full of such turmoil. The benches are wet with morning dew beneath me, and I am lost in a world all my own. Frogs hum through the world, occasional laughter from a far off place echoes through the valley as I sit, isolated, watching the stars follow...
Rough Draft #2
I will keep my days spent with you in my heart always. I often times feel like my own life, our lives, could be better represented through photos than the words I desire to write. I often times close my eyes and envision my happiest moments as a 35mm shot, left to soak in a semi-filled, always flowing bath tub; while I find myself at your side, our memories drift in the ebb of the water, forming a...