A Long Night at Camp Blood, A few realizations as of late:

I don’t have what it takes to fully dedicate myself to roller derby at this point in my life.
I need to read/write/draw more often.
Its been a bit over a year since I broke edge, a decision which I now realize was - a) necessary, if only to see what the world on the other side is like. b) unnecessary, because drinking/smoking have never been and will in all likelihood never be for me.
I haven’t been this happy in years. It feels so amazing to not give a fuck about what others think of you. This segment comes almost entirely from the love and support of my amazing boyfriend.

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